It made me think, would it have been more celebratory if I actually threw a party or have some sort of gathering but then again, if it was only worth celebrating because I hosted an event to celebrate it, then how celebratory is it really? So I'm fine with it being uninteresting.
I probably don't make sense but that's alright, I don't always have to make sense.
It wasn't a bad kind of uninteresting although I know "uninteresting" has a negative connotation to it but it was just a normal, out-to-town day. It's not that I'm expecting people to pop out from random flower pots and surprise me with "happy birthdays" or anything really that surprising/special but it's just, I guess when it's your birthday, you kinda feel like something ought to be different - there has to be this thing that makes you feel like "oh it's really my birthday and oh I'm really just turned 21 today" (like if the years of your life were chartered as a graph with the age being on the x-axis and maybe wisdom/knowledge/whatever is on the y-axis, you'll expect to see some sort of turning point for the graph) but there wan't anything about today that made me feel that way - except for the fact that I had Justin constantly greeting me "happy birthday" hahaha
Although I had a very quiet and boring birthday, I'm glad I had my boyfriend there with me - at least there was somebody there who attempts to make me feel less sian about my birthday and who makes me feel loved. We spent the day watching a movie I wanted to watch and then we had dinner buffet at Kiseki so yep, today was just comfortable.
Went for Halloween Horror Night with TH, S and Justin yesterday and I have to say that it wasn't all that scary. We managed to go for all 4 haunted houses (the queue and waiting time were terrifying) and took some chill Madagascar boat ride and then a more thrilling Mummy roller coaster ride (ok, maybe it wasn't that thrilling for everyone else on the roller coaster but I'm really quite scared of roller coasters so it was considered to be thrilling for me). Managed to see my relative while walking through one of the haunted houses lolol Idk if he was supposed to be something scary but I recognized his voice so I called out to him and I think I distracted him from his post for approximately 2 seconds.
So glad this HHN thing wasn't awkward, if not it would have been the second most scary/disturbing thing of the event, with the queuing being the first.
HHN cut into the first 2-3 hours of my birthday and I guess I'm glad I got to spend the first few hours of my birthday with my boyfriend (who passed me my gift while we were queuing to enter our last haunted house :') ) and my really close friend.
HR's gonna meet me to pass me a gift later, yay +1 more friend who cares that it's my birthday. I think nowadays, even birthday messages seem a little too much to ask for but well, still thankful for my existing friends and my boyfriend who will do anything to make me happy hehe so I guess that will do more than just satisfy.
That should be it~
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