I'm not even prepared for adulthood.

I have disappeared for way too long, haven't I?

You know what, I don't even remember what I have been doing these days. I fell sick recently - not terribly sick but still sick enough to feel uncomfortable. There was this day when I was even hesitant about going to town (shows how sick I am) but I went out anyway to have lunch with Justin. I met Kelz just that day and we went shopping at Watsons. I told her this is how I know we are old because we can spend our time just browsing in Watsons and chatting with the promoter. I got myself this tiny kit containing a tiny cleanser, moisturiser and some serum from Eucerin; hoping to improve on my current complexion (my complexion sucks). In addition to that, I got the Palmer's cocoa butter oil therapy for skin because I hate the stretch marks I have on my body. I don't even know how I got them because I don't remember ever being fat or growing much.. since I'm still this tiny. Er anyway, so yeah small steps in an attempt to be closer to attaining ~perfection~ (Nobody is perfect yada yada yada but we all want to be as near to perfection as we can, don't we)

Recently I heard of this other friend planning to BTO next year and I feel like.. I'm nowhere near that LOL Not that I feel pressured to get married asap (actually getting married early is more of a want for me because I prefer it to having my wedding when I'm 30+. What if I'm wrinkly by then..... I don't want to look bad in my wedding portraits) but then I think about how I actually don't have that much savings (lolololol say goodbye to early weddings) so I decide to stop thinking about getting married and having a house altogether. I think I only want these things (as of now) just for pretty wedding photos, fun honeymoon vacation and frequent furniture shopping/DIY-ing crafts for a place I can call my own. That's it. I'm just excited for that part hahahahhaha but not the part where I need to pay bills and all. I know I am not prepared for this but we can all have our occasional daydreams right~~~~~

This is how I'd like my wedding to be : http://theknottybride.com/28233
Not so much of the mint dresses unless my bridesmaids fancy that. Be prepared for many trunk/wood slices and bouquets of baby breaths (and then we can throw bouquets of baby breaths in the air. HOW FUN IS THAT)

Okay I know my blog has lousy content but I'm sure I have kept some people entertained for 5 minutes hehe